When I woke up this morning, not until 9:30 because I'm a bum, I ate 2 little bags of doritos. I'm not even a big fan of doritos. After I ate them I felt super guilty. Mornings are definately an issue for me. I don't even wait for my hunger to kick in, I think it's just a habit now. I'm going to work hard to break it because I hate feeling guilty and it messes me up for the rest of the day.
I worked at the pizzeria from 11-3 today and actually did pretty good. I did snack on garlic sticks but had a soup and salad for lunch. It was delish. It's 6:30 now and I'm still not hungry, I'm pretty proud of myself for that. I also did not drink any soda at the pizzeria which is good for me! Oh, and I had a small peice of cake. Not good but the fact it was tiny is still a big step!
As for tonight, I'm not hungry - so I'm not gonna eat. I am going to workout though because I did not this morning. I took pictures this morning in a bikini (I will post them later) that I really want to wear this summer. Right now by looking at those pictures it is not possible, they're pretty scary stuff. I'm keeping a camera in my bag at all times though so I keep in mind not to eat bad or skip my exercise or I'll keep looking that way. My surgery is in 33 days now. I could not be more excited or nervous at the same time.
Today overall I think was successful, of course that still depends on what happens when I get done work but as of right now I'm thinking positive for the future.
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